Aug 16, 2009

Bir Pazar Hikayesi

vazgecerler mi acaba

Keyfim yerinde, sabah yorgunlugunu attim uzerimden. Bahcenin keyfini cikariyorum, bir elimde sekosumun hediye ettigi kitap (bab-i esrar Ahmet Umit), bir elimde kocaman bir bardakta Baileys, Kahlua ve bol buz karisimi kendi icadim olan bir kokteyl. Bir ara google lamali, gercekten de ben mi icad ettim, yoksa birileri benden once davrandi mi.
Keyfim yerinde ama hep bir soru kafamin bir kosesinde, gelecekler mi

Sabah gozumu acar atmaz bahceye kostum. Dun geceden yarim kalan yabani otlari oldurme isine devam etmem gerekiyordu.
Yabani otlari oldurmek
Yabani insanlari da oldurmeli mi
Yabani insan derken toplum icine karismayan insan demek istemiyorum
Yabani otun dagda bayirda cikmasi sart degil, sehirde bir bahcenin orasindan burasindan kendi kafalarina gore fiskirmis istenmeyen ottur. Bunun insana uyarlamasi gereksiz konusan, gereksiz olaylara karisan, aslinda gereksiz insanlar midir
Irkciligim tuttu yine. Yoo irkcilik derken tenden, soydan bahsetmiyorum. Karakter irkciligi. (sevdim bu tabiri).

yabani insanlari da oldurmeli. Yabani otlara mudahale etmezseniz butun bahceyi kaplarlar, cimeni cicegi oldururler. Once onlar olmeli.

ding dong
yabani insanlari evime sokmamaliyim

ding dong
bahce eldivenini mi giysem
ama sonra cimenlere kan bulasir

sabahin sekizinden onbire kadar iki buklum cikardim otlari.

Bir ara garajdaki siyah minibusten siyah sortlu siyah atletli bir adamin ciktigini gordum goz ucuyla. Ne otlari ciddiligimden supheye dusurmek istiyordum, ne de adami utandirmak. Aslinda sabahin dokuzunda adamin parmaklarinin uclarina basarak yandaki eve girisine sasirmamam sorgulanmaliydi, adamin o saatte ne yaptigi degil.

Ritanin bu haftasonu misafirleri var. Kalabaliklar. Evde kalacak yer olmadigi icin birisi minibuste yatmis olmali. Ya siyah minibusten cikan siyah sortlu adam misafir degilse...... Ritanin yaninda sevgilisi var nasil olsa, ilgileniversin.

Saat 11, acim ama ter icindeyim. Yemek mi temizlik mi?

Soguk bir dus

yapacak hic bir isim kalmadi. Aheste aheste hazirlayabilirim kahvaltimi. Bahcede yemek isterdim ama kavurucu bir gunes var. 32 derece. Cenevre icin cok.
Salon masasini hazirladim. Keyfime gore, zevkime gore.

Ogleden sonra Yoldasimla oglunu cagirayim diyorum kendii kendime. Kisiri cok sever. Kahvaltimi bitireyim de arayayim.

Cayin yarisindayim, omletin de.

Zirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr zirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Bizim evde telefon boyle caliyor.
Istanbuldan gelen esyalarin arasindan cikinca cok mutlu olmustum. Turuncu, ahizeli, isaret parmaginin sayilarin deliklerine sokulup numaranin cevrildigi telefonlardan.

Kocam ariyor sandim. Beni ne kadar ozledigini soyleyecek, sonra kizlar konusacak sirayla, sonra babana ver telefonu diyecegim. Sekerimle bir kere daha konusacagim.
Iki gun kaldi gelmelerine.

Aaaaaaaalooooo. A uzun ama O kalin. Laurel&Hardy bir GSM operatoru reklaminda oynamaliydi. Laurel A olurdu, Hardy de O. L yi de tamamlardik. Nasil olsa yoklar, simdi L yi dusunmeye gerek var mi.

Kocam degilmis. Niye actim ki telefonu....
Tuzaga dustum. Once hos bes nasilsin ne yapiyorsun. Iyiyim, evde keyif yapiyorum. Bir yere gitmeyecek miymisim. Hala anlamiyorum. Anlasam da yalan soyleyebilecek miyim......
Ogleden sonra geleceklermis. Yabani otlari dusundum, onlari bahcemden nasil cikardigimi. Cikarirken isirgana benzeyenlerin kolumu nasil kasindirdigini. Kasinti tekrar basladi.
Keske « bir manin yoksa sana gelecegiz » deseydi. Yabani insan bu olmali diyorum.

Isteksiz sesimden de anlamiyor gelmelerini istemedigimi.
(ama ben yoldasimi cagiracaktim)

evdeyim, evde. Simdi kahvalti yapiyorum, ahizeli telefondan konusuyorum.

Yani demek istiyorum ki kahvaltimi boldun. Yabani insan balkona aldigi mavi sandalyelerinden bahsediyor.

Geldiginde anlat, kahvaltimi bitireyim.

Keyfim kacti.

Is cikarmaya calistim kendime. Bulasik, camasir... e baska yok. Mecburi keyfime yonlendim.

Itunes dan jazz sarkilarini listeledim, okuyacagim kitabi sectim, kokteylimi hazirladim, hafif golge dusmus terasa ciktim.

Gelecekler mi

Yoldasimi aramiyorum, onlari duyunca gelmez biliyorum. Yabani insan ayiklamayla ugrasiyor zaten, ustune kor gozune parmak mi sokayim.

Aksamin sekizi, gelene giden yok. Gelmediler diye sevinmeye calisiyorum ama butun gun huzurumu kacirdiklari icin sinirliyim.

Bu sefer ben ariyorum
Gelmeyecek misiniz
Havuzdan gec ciktik, acikmistik, dogrudan eve geldik, bu saatten sonra gelmeyelim.
Peki siz bilirsiniz.

Bahce eldivenlerimi ariyorum.
Kan icinde kalsinlar istiyorum.

7 comments:

Al Jauza said...

A a bakın kimler dönmüş :-)) Dönünüz şekerim böyle olmaz ki, hayatımızın içine eden otlarla ömür geçmez ki. Bekliyoruz ki devamı gelsin.

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